it's sooo ironic that it takes an illness to chase away my blues!!! :) :) life's just full of ironies yah?

yes, i'm down with a fever and a baddd throat. still, i'm gonna forge on to generate my resume and cv somehow, because come mon, i'm submitting it to **** *** ******** by hook or by crook. when you want something bad, you have to fight hard for it. nobody said it'd be easy but that's the whole fun in life sometimes. if everything floated onto your plate so easily, what's the fun in that? but, if we align ourselves with God, He'll bless us and help us. that doesn't mean we stop trying. :) if we stop trying, we can only blame ourselves and not God. we can ask Him to help give us strength though. :)

in this 24 years of my life, there are many things i wish i never had to deal with and many things i wish i could have. but the art of happiness is really to look around and thank God for everything that we have. :)

He's blessed me with so much - i love my parents, my bros and sisters in Christ, my dear friends.. and life's just goodddddd, unless i choose to be all pessmistic. it's all in the mind, really.

some photos :)

no no that ain't my boyfriend.. he's my bf still though! my best friend! =) i know i can always count on him in times of trouble and vice versa.. la la la. =)

As you can tell from the title of this entry, I've been feeling very... BLESSED!  Many things have happened in the course of the past few weeks that have convinced me that God is... GOOD! All the time! :) And, most of all, I can see how He is in control of everything and when it's according to His will and in His time, He will make all things come to pass. He only wants the best for us, always.

It's not always easy to hold onto that faith though, especially when you want something bad NOW. Still, sometimes, all we can do is to wait on the Lord, hope and pray.

Also, it's my final semester in school and I know for sure that I'll miss school. SMU may have been a highly challenging environment but it has trained me into the person I am today. Without SMU, I'd never have grown so stress tolerant and confident. When I look back on the me before entering SMU, she was such a far cry from who I am today. I was down and out, dejected and depressed. Of course it's not SMU solely that has shaped me into the me of today. GOD had a greater part in it all but still, I went through that evolvement while in SMU so SMU will always have that special place in my heart.

Most of all, I'll miss Shu Hua and Edwin, my two besties in SMU! Even after I graduate, I hope to stay in close touch with them, always. Without them, SMU life would have been so much colder and definitely different (not in a good way)!

Amidst my job applications, I've been feeling God's love so strongly. Thank YOU God for pouring forth Your blessings on me - I don't deserve them at all. Yet, I will speak of these blessings to glorify YOUR name and not mine. Because none of this would have come to pass without Your hand in it all. I've such supportive professors and really, no matter what happens, I won't forget their unrelenting support and confidence. Never.

Okay, I think I've done enough writing for today so let's allow some of the photos to do the talking :).

P/s: Even though you'll never read this, I'll really miss you deeply when you leave in March. But all I can do is to continue praying for you and to always be here, loving and supporting as a friend and sister in Christ. That's love I guess - powerful but silent and rarely self seeking. Through it all, I'll never stop loving you, even if you'll never know how much I care.

That's me on the way to Crowne Plaza Hotel in Changi Airport :)

The lobby of Crowne Plaza Hotel (Changi Airport).. Sure, sleek, contemporary and cool but COLD - I don't like :(

The lift lobby :)

The restaurant - THE place to fill your tummies!

This is the only bit I liked a lot. It's looking out at the boulevard leading up to the airport :)

mmmyummm... who needs Starbucks with McCafe's yummilicious and oh so sweet warm concoctions!

my dear brother and sister in Christ - aren't they loveable?

Salvatore at Clarke Quay :)

Rissoto... YUM!

The princess of my heart and life, even if she'll never know it.